Well....It's not MS

I suppose I had psyched myself up for it being Multiple Sclerosis as I have many symptoms and feel too bad to have Fibromyalgia that has no cure and is a case of well "it's not as bas as MS" according to Dr Gleave but it may as well be because I feel in limbo again now as Fibromyalgia is seen as just one of those things that "you sometimes recover from"
He reckons I'll probably be addicted to the diazepam by now but I said I don't care so long as it works, same as the morphine as the alternative is alcohol and illegal drugs to numb me.
I'm so fed up with all this, can't wait for nicer weather so I can sit outside with my chooks all day. I'll have to get Mark aka Mr Bodgit to make me an all weather cover for down the bottom of the garden (don't think he could stretch to a summerhouse, he'd prob make it with pallets)
I just want to lie down there with my birds and Mollie.